MIA

Hey all!  So it’s been 42 days since my last confession! And oh what a roller coaster I’ve been on!  Whenever I go MIA my friends always know that something's wrong. 

The week after Thanksgiving, my dad was in the hospital with fluid in his lungs. A quick back story with him, he was diagnosed with kidney cancer a month later his wife passed away from brain cancer, got treated for the cancer, a few months later lung cancer came along, got treated for that, then came bladder cancer, right after being treated for that then comes this fluid in the lungs. The fluid came back as liquid cancer cells floating around so that meant that the lung cancer was back. My dad had been acting somewhat off so I pushed to have him get a pet scan to see if the cancer had metastasized. Which we found out on Christmas Eve that it indeed had. It spread to his brain, lymph nodes, prostate and the bladder. He had to start emergency radiation on the brain to buy us some time………… we’re looking at 2-6 months…………… he's only 64..................

Christmas will never be the same for us. 

My dad, brother and I have been in a state of shock to say the least. And we’re now as my dad is calling it tying up loose ends and making sure everything is in order. Which is pretty damn hard to do! But unfortunately its reality and we have to deal with it. I’ve had to put my health on the back burner for abit. I know that I shouldn’t, but I don’t want to miss out on any opportunity that I have left with my daddy! So if he calls and wants me to take him to the Target in Bel Air, MD in the car I jump to drive an hour away ~ though I do grumble internally about it but I just gotta suck it up…………  

Next week I promise I’ll be back to get ya up to date on other happenings!!!  XO

Still finding my om with RA…………..

Peace, Love and Light to all!