Friday, May 6, 2016

birthday anxiety and love



Last Thursday was my birthday and I turned 27!  Damn, how I wish! It was my 40th

For many years I get pretty squirrelly around my birthday time!   

It all began when I turned 25 and my mom wished me a happy quarter of a century birthday!!!  EEEEKKKK!!  What the hell?!?!?  My own mother was telling me that I was getting OLD!!

I was 25 married for 6 years, had 2 small kids and lived in NEW JERSEY!  Thus the birthday anxiety and depression of getting old.

From then on something always happened near or around my "special day" making it--------- bad relationship kept me from my fam, kids not knowing that it was my birthday, horrific car accident, losing my job, this year was my dad and the list goes on and on! Now, don’t get me wrong, I do like birthday presents, cake and birthday email coupons for free stuff!  I simply don’t like the aging part or the sadness that surrounds it!
 
This birthday was a tad different tho! 

Friday my love was taking me to my birthday dinner, but it really turned out to be 

A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY thrown by my love and best girlfriend!! 

And, the party was all for me!!   

I don’t think that I have ever felt so loved in my whole life as I did that night! It made me think that this is what brides must feel like on their wedding day.  I felt like I was floating on cloud nine.  I smiled all night!!   
It was so amazing and I am so very grateful for my friends that took time out of their own busy lives to gift me with beautiful memories! 
 

Thank you again Greg & Jen for spending alot of time and money on arranging the party for me. I really cannot find words adequate enough to express my appreciation for the lovely surprise birthday party you guys gave me and for 
David, Helene, Dexter, Emily, Buddy, Kelly, Lina, Adina, Leigh, Mike, Bijal, Ashley, Alyssa, Christina, Diane and Karl for celebrating with me!   
And you guys OH MY GOSH!!  THANK YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH FOR MY PRESENTS!!!!!  I so loved everything!!  I was like a little kid opening up all my goodies!! Teas, soaps, butterfly wax warmer, crystals, tiaras, coloring book and pencils, Cabelas g.c, wine, wine glasses, ear buds, jump rope, bras!!  I was sooo spoiled!  XOXOXOXO


I also need to thank whomever that sent a beautiful wreath to my house!  There wasn’t a note or card attached with it!!  

I also owe all those that wished me a happy birthday on facebook a belated THANK YOU!  


Still finding my om with RA…………..



Peace, Love and Light to all!